Jesus Murphy

Why is it that I can play for hours in my room but the moment I get up to show off I can't make it sound the same. Why can't I just do what I love doing and show it to people. Also, why is it that the sound always screws me?

In all seriousness I am just thinking about giving up. This shit is getting ridiculous. I have the passion and the love and respect for the music and the making but I just can't get this to turn out right. I'm tired of recording music no one will hear. I am tired of writing songs for myself to sing to myself and practice for myself and then forget with only myself wishing that I hadn't.

I'm considering selling a lot of my equipment. I'm not going to use it the way I thought I was.

Anyone in the market for used sound equipment? Perhaps it will lead you to better fortunes than where it is leading me..

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